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|Thursday, January 4th, 2007|
So I'm supposed to go back to school tomorrow...supposed to...but when am I going back to school? SUNDAY :) everyone who loves me needs to call me so we can do something friday and saturday!!!!! I'm gonna miss everyone! Although this winter break sucked...Jessica was in Ohio the WHOLE time (I only saw her twice), New Year's eve wasn't all that spectacular...I should have stayed home with my family, I worked way TOOO much at McDonald's and did I mention I only saw Jessica twice!!!!
|Saturday, November 11th, 2006|
I never remember that I own one of these!!!
My life has been wonderful
My boyfriend has me working out with him, now I'll finally be as in shape as people think I am (I hate that just because you're skinny, people don't think you need to work out and look at you weird when you are working out...grow up people)
So, since I've been in school...
-I joined a modeling agency (we had our first photo shoot yesterday, it went wonderfully. I'll have to put some pictures up soon)
-being a resident assistant is fine (the residents can get on my nerves though. They follow each of the rules to a "t". I'm the RA and I don't even follow the rules like they do. Thanks to them my boyfriend never comes to my room...they might tell on me!)
-I took out my first student loan, I will now have to owe the government money for my education :(
-I went to my first casting call (it was for some movie jessica simpson is doing. They were casting for extras. I don't think I got it, but it was a fun experience...clayton went with me)
-My sorority is mad at me because I refuse to help them work in the cafe for community service every tuesday, they can kiss my butt!!!
well I can't think of anything new in my life as of now
the count down is on to when I will no longer see my boyfriend :'(
(34 more days)
he's graduating and I won't see him as much until I graduate, I don't want to see him go. we fit together so well. he's just like me and we never fight...we had our first fight 6 months into our relationship and it was ridiculously stupid. we both agreed to never raise our voices at each other again :)
I think I'm going to start writing more often...
I miss everyone back home
I'll see you guys soon...
YOU BETTER COME VISIT ME JESS!!!!!!! Current Mood: bored
|Saturday, July 1st, 2006|
|Thomas Matthew Delonge, Jr.
Tom is soooo AMAZING!!!!!!!!!
I don't believe I met him....I'm so in awe of the whole thing!!!
I can't believe it actually happened!!!! Current Mood: weird
|Saturday, June 24th, 2006|
I haven't updated my LJ in so long, but I actually have really good news right now.
On Thursday, June 2something (this coming up Thursday)....My best friend, Jessieca Davis and I, Morgan Chenevert, are going to meet Tom Delonge!!!
OMG....I am going to meet Thomas Matthew DeLonge, Jr.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so beyond excited!!!!!
Blink is the reason I like punk and...ska!!!
I am going to pass out when I meet him, I so cannot believe it!
I love Jess!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: excited
|Thursday, January 12th, 2006|
I go back to school soon! Boo...I'm leaving on saturday around 1:30. I don't wannna go back to school yet! I'll get back on sunday and school starts on tuesday. I'm afraid that Marques might get on my nerves too when I go back. I'm not ready for a boyfriend yet. I like being single. I'm having fun!
Yesterday I went to a pool hall with Jess, Ian, Jason, Steve and Matt. It was fun! I got to play pool and I hit two or three balls in the pocket! Not at the same time, but I had never played pool before...so I was excited!
Well...I'm hungry and I should start packing.
If anyone wants to hang out before I leave...CALL ME!!!!! Current Mood: hungry
|Monday, January 9th, 2006|
|The Keys to Your Heart|
You are attracted to obedience and warmth.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
|Another nobody on my list...
Why did we?
I thought I liked you
I thought you liked me
as well as you
that there are forces keeping us apart
But do you care?
I'm never going to see you again
But do you care?
I'm leaving soon
you're leaving soon
I know we had nothing
but we could have made something
Now it's too late
I hope it was good for you
Because I've lost the feeling
and it sucked for me. Current Mood: lost
|Saturday, January 7th, 2006|
|I feel so useless...
I always thought I was a good friend, but as of late I just feel useless.
Why can't my friends come to me with their problems?
Why don't they trust/believe that I can help them?
Do people really think I am THAT self-involved?
I wish my friends would realize how much I love them and how much they mean to me. I would do anything for them.
I will always be there for them...someone please inform my friends of this, I don't want to lose them, their respect, or their belief that I can help them out with ANY of their problems.
Someone please... Current Mood: distressed
|Wednesday, January 4th, 2006|
I'm going to try and write in my livejournal more often, but everyone knows me...I probably won't. At least this is a start.
I don't have much to say right now, although I have much to say.
I'll start writing things that are on my mind...when I feel like it. Current Mood: blah
|Tuesday, June 14th, 2005|
|Sunday, May 29th, 2005|
|Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005|
I still don't feel like writing about Valentine's Day. There's too much to write and again I don't know how long I'm going to be in the lab. Today we had a convocation, which is an assembly. It was on black history. The speaker was really good. He kept my attention for a very long time, although towards the end it got kinda boring.
Life has been good, I guess. I'm going to be back home for a week in like 23 days. Yay! My mother wants to throw a party for me when I get back, but I think it's going to be just mostly family (my family is going to meet Marques, hehe). It's going to be like a "everyone come see Morgan"/Easter dinner. I'll probably see everyone when I get in town though. Whenever I write on live journal I always mention about how I'm coming home and I'll try to see everyone. I just noticed that and I bored myself.
The ellite modeling troupe has started up again and is very active now. We're going to have a cafe show. People get to eat their food and watch us model clothing to fast music, how exciting. Actually I am excited, but I don't know how that's going to go. We've only practiced for it for like an hour and it's next week. I think the part that I'm doing is going to be cool. It took them so long to think of something for me to do, I felt weak.
I have a class to go to soon. We had to read five short stories about family. All together it was about 50 pages and the pages are so short and the words are so smooshed together. I read the stories anyways though. They weren't very interesting, but I don't think we'll talk about the stories. The teacher really likes to talk about sex. All we talk about in that class is sex. I think the teacher either gets it too much or hasn't gotten it in a very long time.
I wanna go play a game now, so I'm going to leave you all now. Have a nice day. I'll see you guys in 23 days.
-Morgan- Current Mood: hungry
|Thursday, February 17th, 2005|
|Yay for me!
I don't feel like saying anything about valentine's day because there is way too much to say. I'll write about that some other time. Maybe later today or tomorrow. People don't update that much, that's why I decided to. But I don't have the time to really update, so I'm not going to. I'm just going to go on and on about nothing untill I get tired. Which is now, so good bye. I'll see you all in a 31 days! YAY!!!
-Morgan- Current Mood: blah
|Friday, February 11th, 2005|
|I'm so excited!!!
Tomorrow is Valentine's Day and I'm so excited! I've never had a real Valentine's Day date...ever (or a fake one for that matter). Marques has the whole night planned. I think he wants me to send him one of those sing-o-gram things. A music soroity is giving students the option of paying five dollars for them to go and sing to your special someone on Valentine's Day. I don't really have the time to do that now though.
Marques has been working on my present for like ever, well really a week. I bought him something when I went to Michigan. It's a picture frame that says "I love you" and "August 16, 2004". It also has my picture in it. I know that I have given away that type of present before, but I couldn't think of what else to get him. I'm not a very creative person. I can't wait until I tomorrow, I want to see what Marques has in mind. I'm sorry, I'm just so excited!
I bought a new dress to wear tomorrow. It's a strapless black dress with a pink belt and trim at the top. It also ruffles three times at the bottom. I don't know what I want to do with my hair yet. I want to do something really cute, what should I do? Ahh, I'm just so excited!
I know for a fact that I'm going to be in Michigan March 19. Marques and I are taking a bus on the 18th. It's a 26 hour drive. We're leaving Grambling March 18 at around 6:45. I can't remember the actual time. Then we come back for Grambling I thinkg March 27 because we have school on the 29th.
I'm watching You've Got Mail and it's so cute. Meg Ryan and Tom Hanks are the greatest "love" actors. I was watching Sleepless in Seattle yesterday. The Grammys are also on tonight, but the country people are going now and they don't interest me at all. Not like Meg Ryan and Tom Hanks.
I need to buy more kool aid juice things. I'm in love with kool aid juice bottle things!
I hope everyone has as great of a Valentine's Day as I know I'm going to have. I'll see you all soon...in like a month, yay! Love you all
Morgan Current Mood: ecstatic
|Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005|
I don't really know why I'm saying yay. School has been school and all of the teachers have been real poopie heads.
Marques got mad at me this morning. I yelled at him because I was in the bathroom when he called. Then when I called him back to appologize, he yelled at me before I could. That made me sad. We fought about that for about the whole morning. I decided that I'm not going get upset around him anymore. Whenever I'm mad at him, I'm just going to hold it back. That's kind of a bad idea, but you should have seen him today, I was scared. Not that he was going to hit me or anything, just that he was so angry.
I'm coming back to Michigan soon! Aren't you all excited? I'm not really going to have much time to hang out because it's like my vacation with Marques and he has a lot of stuff that he wants to do. But I'm definatly going to introduce him to all of you and try to hang out with everyone a little bit.
I've been writing everyone letters. I just suck at actually getting everything mailed out. I should do that today. I applied for a scholarship, so everyone should be proud of me because I didn't think I was going to. I might get free money and move off campus into an apartment. That would be so cool! To own my own apartment. Ha! Who would think that one day I would rent an apartment?
I really don't know what to write. Things have happened, but they happened so long ago that they're not really news anymore. The modeling thing started back up, except now it's called Elite. This guy that Marques sweras likes me wants to be in it and is trying out for it. I want to drop out because I know it makes Matques upset, but I really want to still do the modeling thing; and I want to do it with Elite. I don't know what to do. Marques and I are switching into another speech class because this guy is in the class and Marques doesn't want him and I to be in the same class as this guy. Isn't that crazy?
I might get a job! I really need a job. I hope I can keep my grades up with a job. If I make like $5.15, which is minimum wage in Michigan, and work for 20 hours a week, I'll make like $100 a week. That's a good amount since I really don't have to get a job and I'm a struggling college student. And at this place I'll make tips. It's at Sonic. The fast food restaurant that you don't go inside. You park your car or sit at a table and when you order your food someone will come out to you on skates. Isn't that cool? Except here barely anyone skates. I know how to skate, so I would be skating around all day.
I have to go now, Marques is back. I'll write again soon. Love you all.
-Morgan- Current Mood: blah
|Wednesday, December 15th, 2004|
|I'm on my way home
I just found out that I am absolutely....POOR! I have 24 dollars in my bank account. So when I go back to work at McDonald's, I'm actually going to have to do work so that I can make enough money to fill up my bank account again. I really hope that I don't have to pay the airport any money because my bag is too heavy. Well I have to go, my boyfriend is being a meanie-head. So good-bye all. I'll see you tomorrow. Current Mood: rushed
|Sunday, November 14th, 2004|
|I really don't have anything to write
but I'll think of something. I've been ok. Nothing special is going on in my life, really. I really love my boyfriend. We've been together for almost 3 months. It will be 3 months this tuesday. He told me that he plans on giving me a ring either our junior year or our senior year. I don't think I want to get married right after college though. I wanna make sure I can support myself, but I love him so much and I want to marry him soon. Although right now he's flicking water on me and kissing me while rubbing his wet hands all over me. I'm in trouble. Wayne just told me that his type, like the type of girl he likes, is me, but I'm terribly in love with Marques (my boyfriend). Marques knows that Wayne and I are good friends and aksed me if I told Wayne about us. When I said no, he asked me why not and so I decided to tell Wayne. I was going to slyly bring up the conversation about couples and stuff and I did it oh so wrong. I can't tell Wayne now, but I also can't hang out with him now either. Marques makes it a thing not to hang out with exes because of all of the weird feelings you get. Wayne's like one of my best friends. I don't know what to do. I love Marques so much so I'm going to have to break the news to Wayne. I would never cheat on Marques and I don't want to lose him. How am I supposed to tell Wayne? I need to tell him now, so however it happens I'm mostly likely going to do it tonight. I have to go and do that now. I'm really nervous. I don't want to lose a friend like Wayne. Current Mood: nervous